what has come over me?
or what has come from me..
my body convulses as I am in labor.
what am I giving birth to?
I have bore the Buddha Jesus and Satan
and yet my womb has no peace.
I try and lie still,
unable to keep my mind off the bloody sacrifice soon to appear from below my waist.
what has come over me?
what shall come out of me?
The pain brings me to a frenzied state of ecstasy,
heightened,
rising,
There is no pain or pleasure where i am now.
i have left my body.
My journey is complete.
My sacrifice is complete.
My labor pains come to an end and I myself am on the table,
giving birth to me.
..oh but of course,
my last feat in life would be the rebirth of me..
I close my eyes and let my child cry.
I close my eyes and fade away.
My child will get all she needs from me.
I have already given her everything and nothing.
The universe swaddles her
and I blend into the background of the stars..
My task complete.
I am my own life and death.
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