Blood Ocean Baptism

I love this, found this one in my old notes...... Please enjoy...

A change has come to present itself in me. 

I am disconnecting from the past. Finally my head feels above water. 

I thought I would die from drowning in the sea of the broken hearted. 

But I have broke the wave, I can see above the water of disregarded blood, I mean love. 

I can see. 

And there are no ghosts here that look like you in every position I can remember you in. 

Up here I don't see your shadow behind me and your face haunting me from behind my own eyes. 

Here, 

I can finally breathe. 

My body is still submerged, but now there is hope. 

I didn't think I would come as far as rising above this oceans level, 

and you never know, 

one day I might be able to fly in the air,

or go even higher and combust into the black of the night. 

Either way , for now, just being above the drowning is sweet relief, 

anything to be away from the oceans memories of you.