Purpose..

This is where my darkest/sensual/deathly/hopeless writing will grow.
I wanted to create a space where I don't feel obligated to be positive or be 100% honest with my feelings.
I needed a place where sporatic, unrationalized emotions can die.
I hope my thoughts will be a theatrical gift to you.


Let the Light live on in the midst of the Dark.

Monday, July 11, 2011

Muse

I have many muses..and you are one of them.
I hold your memory in my mouth and roll you across my tongue.
I find satisfaction in your suffocation inside me.
because now i own you.
Death cannot seperate us, nor miles, or bodies..
your sex and mind is mine.
the beauty of your face drives them all insane, but i am already half crazy..you complete my journey to insanity.
stop struugling against me.
i already have won.
and you are safe here,
being my muse,
my Persephone..
my Narcissus..
Find your freedom in the cage of my heart.

*inspired by you*

You are my Daily Blog..

I got advice from a talented poet that i need to let the words flow, and stop being so inhibited, so afraid of being judged.
i guess thats one of the main reasons i have two blogs.
Judge me here.
I spread open my legs and i take pleasure in you looking at me.
Stare at it.
Stare deep inside me..until my imperfections are perfect and everything else falls by the wayside.


This is possibly my 2nd or 3rd ex to get married.
Its kinda weird, in the sense that I was at one point the focal point, and the universe to these men.
Their love has my foundation all in it. I know this, and maybe its my ego talking, and they dont ever have to speak it, but once you fall in love with me, anything after will not be as sweet.
I am the milk and honey the jews were searching for..
I do wish them all the happiness in the world.
Don't assume i want any old things back..nooo, those ships have sailed out of my heart but,

"..i know what i know, and what i know is, that no matter where u go, u will always think of me...
my love is.."
Jill Scott My Love