U_ality

sexuality defined by time
my time is slipping into the distance.
i dont know what time it is?
i dont know who i am anymore
run and hide
who is looking for you?
who wants to know the truth about you?
are your dreams that important?
or are they that secret...
sexuality is laughing at me..
its making a mockery of my mind and my life..
jump better yet fall from a 14 story building
plummet to the flowers
see the passing clocks
taste the freedom on ur lips
filling your nostrils
choking you, the way you like.
i dont know what time it is
i dont know where i am'
im running and hiding..
floating and flying
smiling and lying


i will not be trapped. nor defined.

fucking exchange students

thats what we are!
you exchange your privacy and your world
for a piece of my body.
and i exchange my sighs and looks only lovers share for a moment of heaven and hell.


to be concluded..

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