mister lonely

Loneliness
the only true friend of mankind
He is so faithful and true..
always lurking in some corner,
patiently waiting to position himself into ones heart and mind.
He has found me today..before the sun even rose he was laying in my bed..
he visited me in my dreams..and woke me from a short sleep.
He reminded me he is always here with me
and so i wept...
i wept because i want to end this relationship with him
i want to stop looking into the eyes of my lover for an antidote against him
i want to be loved not lonely.
where is love?
she hides from us all...
always just within our grasp...then she slips away..
she seems to always hide in the future or the past..
i want to kill this loneliness..and pain..
but its living inside me...and i fear suicide is not an option..

love please rescue me