Ive been on a journey and I believe I've entered another door in the space of my mind.
I can see and hear things that are unspoken not just from other people,
but from even myself.
Me the greatest hider, the greatest pretender, the most lonely lover..
I am my own little creation, but i've created myself while half sleep
as i awake i see the need to recreate within myself
this recreation cant be found in the ends of the earth
or in the bottom of a bottle, or blunt, or in a lovers embrace
its in the space of my soul
yes i have a soul
and it is alive..
i feel it..i see how utterly terrible and wonderful it is to be human and how potent and incredible it is to be being.
but to possess both................
thats a journey...
a journey that is taking me more places than ive ever imagined..im discovering corners in myself that ive hidden from myself..
i see thru my own addictions and love me anyways..
and when i become the blue artist i am sometimes predisposed to be....
i try..and sometimes fail..
but i try to let my blue be blue
because i am ever changing but ever the same.
simple as that and just as complicated as that..
who r u?
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