I got advice from a talented poet that i need to let the words flow, and stop being so inhibited, so afraid of being judged.
i guess thats one of the main reasons i have two blogs.
Judge me here.
I spread open my legs and i take pleasure in you looking at me.
Stare at it.
Stare deep inside me..until my imperfections are perfect and everything else falls by the wayside.
This is possibly my 2nd or 3rd ex to get married.
Its kinda weird, in the sense that I was at one point the focal point, and the universe to these men.
Their love has my foundation all in it. I know this, and maybe its my ego talking, and they dont ever have to speak it, but once you fall in love with me, anything after will not be as sweet.
I am the milk and honey the jews were searching for..
I do wish them all the happiness in the world.
Don't assume i want any old things back..nooo, those ships have sailed out of my heart but,
"..i know what i know, and what i know is, that no matter where u go, u will always think of me...
my love is.."
Jill Scott My Love
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