De____press

building blocks of suicide and sex
deception and abandonment
sadness and grief.
please reveal yourself to me.
are you the stepping stones for my uncalled for tears?
are you hole that has sucked up my innocence?
are you the reason i dont know what love looks like?

the human heart
the human mind
the human being

so full to the brim of ideas and reasoning
so molded by memories and enviorment

woe unto us
that we survive another mental holocaust
that we dont all in desperation pop pills prescribed by doctors

its too soon for the rapture
but from my lips i whisper
relief
i need relief
i need movement

if death is a friend than he has been my enemy
he never comes on time and always comes too soon
he kills my dreams
and i am the victim, helplessly following down a never ending rabbit hole..
not to my death but to another life